اسمي ميمنة. افرح فرحا سعيدا لأن يوم ميلادي قريب. سآكون ثمانية عشر عمرا. شكرا و بي بي. هاهاها

Ok bloggie, nw im back for posting.. so long nvr update.. coz always tired.. no time.. went to silat training this morning.. fuh, its getting more n more intensive, was really tensed in the morning to be the only girl!! rush rush to school but just to see only asri n aidil there, hahhaa.. aiyaa syaikul... nxt time put the REAL time la.. but then again, watever time is stated, people will always come way later....hahaha, ni la kebanggaan org mlayu... well, raudah was not in the mood to come early coz fir didnt come today..aku maafkan kau la haha.. maria didnt come coz her mom wont let her.. gosh.. she really has a very very strict mother.. n aini late as usual. If we gonna have a trining under Fir this tues.. im not sure if im ready for it.. my stamina lies low for now..

oh shit!! watch the news!!! my school! my school!! weeeee!! its my school on tv!! erm nope, not RP... Maarif lar!! my everlasting school on tv!! wahahhaa.. talking about their moving into a new place nxt yr.. waaaaaaaaay bigger than what they have now. 8 storys high.. whoaaah, the gerls these days are soo lucky la! the only thing is.. the buliding.. situated... somewhere in the redlight zone.. hiiiish! y should it be there? no idea...

just miss those days back there... much better than the days ia have now.. wat to do.. life has to go on..dat day i went back home from school.. the current one.. n i saw students from aljunied.. n then from waktanjong.. adoo saw the uniforms made me wanna put on mine! hahah

im soo happy that holiday is back again! yep2.. all the way till wed u noe..! but then.. oh my.. we had lots of holiday in Jan.. n we wont be having any in FEB!! Feb is an important month u noe!! im turning 18!! best! need no more consent forms for anything!! hahaax, but that doesnt make any difference rite? must everytime inform parents waaat... tmr meeting lil naazira again.. shes bugging me to go to zoo with her?? erk! zoo!??!?! girl... sorila... a ten yr old girl like u.. ofcoz la excited want to go there.. coz her mom got free tickets.. for me to accompany u there.. erm............ how should i tell her i don wanna go? *God help me*

Done:

- bngn, mandi
- makan
- angkat/jemo baju
- basoh baju
- cuci toilet (lantai jek)
- tido
- cuci pinggan periok
- played with misha (weeee~ they came for a visit!)
- was about to jog with Musli but cancelled due to the rain
- kemas bilek, at last! my bed is tucked with bedsheet!
- makan
- watched tv
- cuci pinggan mangkok periok 2nd round
- ahhh... finally... all done! time for net b4 bedtime!

yeah...~~!! achieved my current ideal life today!

ahhh... finally... I'm back!! fuh.. so long havent update.. have been really really busy lately. Yah its the open house thingy~ ..everyone has a four-days off except if u r involve laa.. n for me?? i spent all the 4 days in the new campus la! Grrr, y must it be in wdlands?! Freaking far.

Had to come down on Sat for the last rehersal. Perfom on Sun. Took care of the MCG booth on Mon. Perform again on Tues. Yah... tired laaa.. Sch resumed on Wed and we had test!! Lucky me came on time so managed to answer all.. unlike the other day.. the 13-mins test for me., hahah

So at last, its friday again! ahh... nice2.. so Ive decided not to go anywhere tomorrow, time to rest at home.. even my mother said that I don rest much lately. Ofcoz laa.. wed after sch got tuition, thurs got Silat, fri got meeting.. so reached home always at night.. grrr! My mom was like scolding laa coz always not doing housework.. not that i dont wanna do.. i just don have the time.. reached home tired oredi.. the dirty laundry is like piling up on my desk that i have to shift my lappy on my bed whenever i need to use it. N my bed... my bed... has been botak for one month, havent put in the bed sheet lar! ok ok enuff complaining!

N so, wat to say bout the open house... for the performance, sunday's was better than tuesday's.. i feel la.. y ah? dono ah.. hmm.. was terrbly sad to see my own fren n sis unable to perform when they were oredi there! where's the rest!!! wats wif these attitudes!! last minute canot come?? n only the two of them turned up??? how to play kompang two people?? yah yah valid reasons.. but still.. grrr.. dono laa...,

anyway, sat was my first trip to the new campus. whoaah its huge laa.. but only the front part is ready.. wonder will they be ready by april?? wohooo! cant wait for this academic year to end! time for yr 2!.. ya laa.. my frens are like.. oredi preu 2 .. Jc 2.. n im like still yr ONE.. So hannah, hilya, zuby, ami, fadhilah, farah: Gd Luck for ur A lvls! blaja tao.. buat notes bnyk2 k farah.. heeex.,

Been very grumpy wumpy lately.. y ah? pms mode perhaps... but this time round very different.. n also, been very very self conscious too! help me!

Today, my whole family fasted. weee~ really felt like ramadhan when we all sahur together.. funny when everyone complained having stomachache while eating.. must be yesterday's food laaa.. hahaa!

So went to sch as per normal.. today's problem wasnt dat hard anyway..so took my time till the end.. den we had our silat rehearsal.. smpaila hampir magrib.. so siap beli ayer ngn chicken pie.. dlm masjid jamek tuh azan je ngaaaap! sedap~ haflway mkn imam pon nk start so kengkabot ktrg join.. seemed like maria, raudah n I were the only female ma'muum! n the best part is: the takbir~~ weee raye oredi!! ntah asl la ehh.. setiap kali denga takbir.. hati ni mesti tersentuh.. adoo sedeh btoi.. lg2 kalo teringt sume dosa2 yg perna dilakukan.. hish! balek jemaah n takbir ngn bapak plakz..

n now... now... aaaaaaaaargh! time to gosok baju.. penat nyeeeee... the whole day out.. n still.. hef to do this.. every yr it has been my responsibility to iron everyone's baju for raya....adoo da tkde kudrat laa... bsok smpat?

pada hari ini.. saya ingin cube mengasar pisau saya semula... so here goes... bismillah..


qod kuntu kaslaanatan syadiidatan fii hazal yaum. istauqoztu minan naumi fis saa'atis saaniata 'asyar nahaaran. wa bi sar'aan taharraktu ila hujratil istiqbaal limusyaahadati tilifiziyuun. qissotu Embun yakni..

ba'da syaahadtu tilifiziyun, wasoltu naum ala sariirii...hahaha.., hatta ghadobatnii ummi liannanii bintan kaslaanatan. amaratnii lia'maali waajibaati manjil.

La a'rif limaaza kuntu taa'ibatan. yumkin liannanii kharajtu ilal khaarij kathiiru marraaat. aghribul istiraahata fil bait. haqiiqotan, hazal yaum, alayya az-zihaabu ila baiti khaalii. walakin, bisababil mathor, la yahtaaj alayya lizzihaab ila hunaak. afrahu farhan jiddan lianna arodtu an istariihu fil bait. ashykurukaLLah... hehee.



ok dah! pada sape2 yg phm (jgn ketawekan grammer org la!).. kpd yg tk phm. nk terjemahnya?

ah ni dia..direct translation


Sesungguhnya aku seorang yg malas pada hari ini. Aku bangun tidur pada jam 12 tengah hari. Dengan pantas, aku bergegas ke ruang tamu untuk menonton televisyen. pasal ade crite Embun..

Selepas menonton, aku sambong tidur di atas katil....hahaha.., sehinggakan ibu memarah aku kerana menjadi perempuan malas. Dia menyuruh aku membuat kerja2 rumah.

Aku pun tidak tahu kenapa aku penat sangat. Mungkin kerana aku terlalu banyak keluar rumah. Aku ingin berehat di rumah. Sebenarnya, hari ini, aku sepatutnya ke rumah makcik. Tetapi, disebakan hujan, maka tk payahlan utk aku ke sana. Aku gembira sangat2 sebab aku kan nk rehat di rumah. Aku bersyukur kepada Allah... hehe

ok tu saje!

i felt terrible today.. fersly.. becoz im sleepy.. not enuf sleep.. used to have 12 hrs of sleep during the holidays.. n now.. sch.. can have like half of it only..i havent finish revising last nite that i continued this morning..but halfway through..had to feed misha her bottle of milk.. so i resumed in the car.. on my wat to sch..very the last mninute!

n wat makes me feel terrible is that.. u noe wat.. ok.. i reached sch exactly at 830..n when i was in the car.. passing the jamek mosque.. i saw raudhah n haiqel!! gosh.. i should havestopped n gave them a lift.. poor poor them.. today got test lar! i think they would need another 10 mins befire reaching thier classes.. well,i didnt finish the test.. 2 questions that i left blank.n to think that i have exact 30 mins doing it.. how abt them? hmmm...

wake me up! getting sleepier... must listen to Mr Moey..slap me! *zZzZzZz*

fers day of sch? how? bad la! y? becoz.. i like gain nothing!! grr.. becoz its VB laa.. totally not me... stupid at prgramming=maimanah. very true.. felt so useless.. my frenz did the thing n i just watched.. no credits from me AT ALL! oklaa.. did help with the werkishit but like only a bit.. even worse, we were assigned as the questioning team! tell me how do u ask questions when u simply don't even understand! so i was like blur laa.. they present.. i listened like real only.. i mean ya yah i noe how to draw lines and all.. but to apply it? erk! cancel cancel! listened n listened n sooo.. my concentration span decreased n deacreased untill it totally died off. pooop! n there i went..
listening to RIA.. "lapan sembilan perpuluhan tujuuuh~"
but then, realised that the batt is almost flat... so i switched my activity...

guess wat? i took pictures of myself!!

ugly pimples! shut up lar! kept taking pictures that imah laughed at me.

oh yar, have i told u that Maria gave me this? so sweet.. thanx!!
She bought it from Indon isit? aww.. b4, Raudah also got give me this cute holder from KL.. gee.. people all went holiday.. except me!! gosh.. so long never had a vacation.. my last trip was in 2001..yah.. sec 1 then.. grrr! bring me outta Spore!!

n soo.. looked here n there.. n the presentations were all not over still!! argh! i don get wat u all talking laaa.. plz plz teach me one on one sum1!!

u all talking about VB rite??


hmmm...hm.. hmmm? haa? ouhhh... hah? repeat repeat! don get cha! u all done? i hungry laa... can go now?

n finally!! we're off!! n guess wat! i went out with raifana n arafah again! cant get enuf cant we? we went to tamp.. yah.. afah bought this new pants.. pakai tao bsok! den we dined in at food culture.. yeah... finally my ice kacang!! fuh.. mengidam~

n oh yah.. while we were eating.. we saw this cute cute couple.. the man was erm.. good looking laa.. n so this couple was sharing their food.. so sweeeeeeeeeet laa... we were like aaaaaaaaaaaargh!!! *fly fly* they shared their ice kacang too!

n being us bimbooz, wanted to test out:


result: stupid + funny



we walk walk.. gatal nye anak anak tk tao nk balek blaja UT!

bought my sis something which she always wanted.. hope that'll make her happy =D

one for u n one for me ok? u wan which wan?

shit laa tmr UT! havent study ...grrr.. what to wear tmr?? goin bird nest farm trip afterwards..

this is the longest entry

so bye2~

n so, did i clean my house? did i do house werk? ermm.. hehe.. a bit la.. i did the laundry.. but but.. ARAFAH!!!! my house is like... a looooooong long way to be like urs laaaa! hahaax

aniwaaay.. read hannah's blog really touched me laaa, haha... makcik! asl tkde tagboard pt blog?? cmne org nk ckp?? memandangkan tkle ckp di sane.. akanku ckp di sini.. patotla haritu tk reply sms org! malas konon.... ke budget??? hehe =P

n so did is what she said:
"*MAIMANAH* hmm..kalau dpt ku curik daripada de, banyak seh benda yg nak ku curik.. ferstly, HER FREEDOM..hahahah..(u noe i noe) k k tu mepek..hahhaa.. wat i really want to curik fr her is her ability to b a very, very good fren.. tak caye tanyela mereka2 yg berkawan dgn de..she is the person that pple go to to mencurah2 their feelings la..bertimbun2 rahsia tu de simpan..a potential blackmailer!hahaha..my rahsie yg de tau je da cm boleh buat novel la gitu..hahaha..kan mai kan? she's a very sweet fren..she's MY fren..love u mai..muackz..:* "

heeeeex.. alaaa btol keee.. malu la i.. haha!! n here's what i wanna say to ya:
tak paya la nak curik otak mardhiyah.. sememamgnya awak da cukop pndai.. otak geliga u noe.. kalo tak.. tkkn laa tiap tahun angkat top3 sehhh... denga2 buat hwa chong nye GP paper dpt A eh? alermerkkkk, curik baru tahu.
n also, tk paya la nk curik look kak mariah tuu.. sememangnya awk da cukop lawa n sweet.. kalo tak.. tkkan la org2 pt msjd khadijah/salleh ckp muke hang tuh cm siti norhaliza... smpai makcik pt jempotan azimah pn ade ckp.. hahaxz! da tk laaa penat kte keep track peminat awk tuh.. =p

n oh yah, i agree with ya.. mmg manusia ni susa nk bersyurkur dgn ape yg ada.. susa ehh.. i got this one line given by a fren few yrs back:
"I wept because i had no shoes until i saw a man without feet"

paham line tersebut? renungkan la.. aceyy...

new yr? gosh... how come this yr i don't feel the new year-ness. seems like normal everyday life.. my gawd.. this means that im getting older! alaaa.. 18?? not nice laa.. i like to be 17 heheex.
Today, i went out with Raudah to study the upcoming computing Ut.. being us bimboos bergers, we totally forgot that its a public holiday.. n therefore, the library is closed!! hahah we laughed out like hell when we reached there.. how could we both possibly forget its the FIRST of JAN today.. khakaka.. n so.. we lepaked in the Sultan Mosque to study.. but still! havent finish laaa until its time to go home... grrr..

i totally forget that.. the end of every year, which is 31st Dec.. is my parents anniversary.. woahh.. its like.. 27 yrs oredi for them.. hope it'll remain forever. Also.. 31st Dec is the death anniversary of my brother.. Yah.. though i never met him.. but my mommy told me alot about him.. he was born in the 1984.. yah.. 4 yrs older than me.. he lived for only a day... Poor poor baby.. he was named Muhammad Rasyad.. what saddens me is when i imagined my own mother.. being terribly sad on that moment.. i mean.. she had carried him inside her for like 9 months.. n delivered him safely.. only to know that he passed away hours later.. so so sad laa.. she told me that after the funeral.. she cried n cried because it was raining... n thinking that her son was all wet inside the grave.. awww.. she is a strong woman indeed.

N so, for tomorrow... my last day of holiday.. i wish to stay at home.. plz plz plz... i have to clean my house.. i don wanna go back from school just to see a dusty messy terrible sight of my house.. grr.. n also.. need to prepare all the clothes to wear.. so wont be late for classes.. sometimes i think that wearing uniform is better.. coz u wont have to sit infront of ur wardrobe each morning just to pick what to wear.

ok hmm my new resolution is? hmm i donno.. to be a better person i guess? well, frankly, 2005 is the worst year i've went through.. haizz... n i thought that 17 is always the sweetest n heppiest moment.. gosh im wrong.. plz plz 2006 be a better year plz.. hmm to think what ustazah sukarti always said.. azam itu bukan buat pada awal tahun.. tetapi.. pada setiap hari.. setiap hari itu mstila dijadikan lebih baik dari hari semalam.. true2...shall remember that ; )

wassalam..~