New year?





Every year, when its time for a new year, it pretty much reminds me of what my principal said during assembly years ago back in Al-Maarif. I know ive blogged about this almost every year, but i hope it'll serve as a reminder for both u and i.

She told us that to have a new year resolution is really not necessary. Because as a Muslim, by right, we should try as far as possible to make our today better than yesterday, our tomorrow better than today.

Bukankah kita pernah mendengar sebuah ungkapan hikmah yang berbunyi :
• “Orang yang hari ini lebih baik dari pada hari kemarin, maka ia adalah orang yang beruntung”
• “Orang yang hari ini sama dengan hari kemarin, maka ia adalah orang yang rugi”
• “Orang yang hari ini lebih jelek dari pada hari kemarin, maka ia adalah orang yang mendapat kerusakan”

According to her, we also shouldnt have monday blues as well. She said we should be semangat for a new day every day.

"kerja la seperti kita hidup selamanya dan beramal seperti kita akan mati esokknya.kejar dunia untuk kejar akhirat hidup pasti berkat"

So i guess our resolution should be more of a daily basis? =)


Semoga kita semua tergolong di kalangan orang2 yg beruntung~

Cant wait to see the forth one :)

My beloved friends,

Whatever you do in life, dont forget to settle down, get married and have kids. Many kids if you can afford. Always have a family.

Because staying alone is really2 sad. And I mean REALLY sad. Im not kidding. You dont even have anyone to smile to and say 'good morning' when you wake up. And that is already so depressing.

Sigh.

You'll know how alone you are when you forgot to switch off the light, and it'll be on for the nxt 12 hrs or so.

You'll know how alone you are when you realize you're the only breathing being in the house. Mmm Ok, apart from the lizard.

So friends,
Always have a family ok?
Get married.


Cheers!

The Golden Gate.



It feels so royal to paint the gate gold. But i think it looks cool. Quality time spent with the brother while painting it =)
now its really rumahku "mahligai"ku. =D

I really dont wish to have to go back to Jurong.
I wish I can do more for home. I have more in mind. More than just painting. More than just buying new Magic Clean mop and clean the house. 5 days is too short.

The moment when I returned home after exams, dad bought satay n momsy fried kropoks becos it was a special day. A special day that I'm coming back home. =)
That feeling knowing that u are loved... just wonderful!!~

Its just sad that I have to leave again. :(

Now that, everyone is under one roof - 11 people under one, I really wish to be here longer and be with everybody.

Kids bring joy to everyone.
They dont have to crack jokes to make you laugh.



I will so miss them.

I saw dad doing his work on the dining table. Spreading out floor plans and do drawings.

I miss home
I miss home
I miss home

times 23898492749287483


I miss my room
I miss my own TV.
I miss my own toilet and my sink
I miss my own bed.
I miss doing nothing at home.


Its been awhile. I havent been going home for 3 weeks.





Mak, I miss u the most.....



....and your food. teehee

These dresses are just awesome.

I can go wow. just WOW.
money no wow.

1. On a piece of plain paper, write down in no more than three sentences, your reasons for taking your exams and why you want to do well in them.
2. Spend a few minutes thinking about how great you will feel when you do well in your exams.
3. Add any words which describe this feeling to the piece of paper.
4. Stick this piece of paper above your desk and review it when you are struggling to revise. It will remind you of why you are doing revision and taking exams.









=D

Watching masti always motivates me to jog and exercize more.
Oh well, you can guess why.





Nyehehehhe!!

3.30AM and i still cant sleep.
5.5 hrs later, is my very first Year 4 paper.

I am still wide awake. Feeling too nervous is torturous.
Im having that exam symptoms like having butterflies in stomach, goosebumps, cold hands, keep goin to toilet, n yeaah, not sleepy at all.

Im just worried if I get sleepy later.
At times like this, I really miss my parents' warmth.

So much.

Sometimes I wish I dont have to stay far far away from them. Their love and support have always keep me calm and cool.

When I was studying last weekend back at home, mom brought in spaghetti soto to my room. Manja much? heh, she will always make sure Im full with enough energy nutrients yada yada... coz i would just study study study without having a meal.
And now that Im on my own, Im grooooooowling like a wolf. I didnt spare a thought of what to have for dinner. sigh.






And now that my daddy is up healthy and strong working again, he doesnt call and talk to me as much as like he did last exam. nyeh!

So my abah said that tidur is not a syarat for solat malam. Cause initially I thought we have to sleep first, and get up late at night for solat malam. Perhaps coz its always been mentioned "bangun solat malam". So its bangun from tidur. I thought wrong.

If we are already wide awake at this hour, might as well we perform the solat malam. But sometimes I feel quite embarrassed cause the solat malam will only happen when I really2 need something, like during Ramadhan and of course... like help for exams.
And during the normal days, prayers are just the minimum? :(

Guilty much, But I guess its better than nothing right?









expand me my breast??
Hmm direct translation is bad!

Of course, I definitely look uglier when I sleep than the girl above.

My sleeping pattern has totally totally TOTALLY turned upside down. bonkers.
I didnt know that by just sitting down (to study) all day long can make one reaallly tired.

It started out when I got engrossed studying at nights, and it extended till like 3AM. Then to 4+am, Then till aft subuh. I will only sleep when everyone else is awake. Somehow studying at night is more efficient for me. Coz its just me n the notes (n sometimes fb haha!), nothing else.

So yah u can expect me waking up very VERY late of course. Today, my day started at 1pm. best! I didnt know why i was so tired that i fell asleep again in the afternoon. 2 hours-nap is so sinful. I have aloooooooooooooot to catch up still.

I need that motivation. help.

I better start changing my sleeping pattern back coz my exams are all in the morning. Its quite worrying if my brain will get so used to rest and sleep in the morning. boo :(

I know I can do it. But this whole process of study-for-exam-thingy is just too tiring.

When I had my nap today, I dreamt of someone wanting to cut my hair. It felt so sad coz I really wanted my hair to be like rapunzel.

Dont laugh.

I really love rapunzel.

I need a hug.



A reaaaaaaaal hug.




oh dear girlfriends where are u gerls.
I am so angry that i didnt do my tutorials on time.
N now im struggling doing one by one. Ive a week left before my first paper.
this is torturiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.

Exams are painful.
Mentally tired is way waaaaaaaaay more horrible than physically tired.

Its even more painful when u realize u spend most of the times daydreaming and thinking about everything else but studies.

The horror when u realize time is running up and u still have tonnes to catch up.
ure so tired that u wish u can sleep like theres no tomorrow. reality check, tomorrow still comes and u dont all the time in the world to sleep. gotta keep studying!

Its the period of the semester that u wish happy moments will come but it doesnt seem to be that way every time.

Sigh. God, it feels good talking to you cause only You can understand me well.
Only You can keep me strong.

Alhamdulillah for my "home" in jurong, school has been alot easier. I feel blessed.
Even if Ive to come back to lab at 9pm, not much of a big deal =)


The living room. And that, that's my study table =)



The best part of staying in a house.. TEEEVEEE! fridge!!



and of course, unlike staying in hall, food is not a problem at all.







Mere bedroom. I share it with my junior Rahmah. Thats her table.
Its my first time sleeping on a double deck bed. It took me quite some time to adjust, heh. =D







Other than the plus point of being close to school, staying away from home and family has taught me much of being independent. It was pretty fun to do groceries shopping on our own, planning what we wanna cook and eat. This way, I can save aloooot! alhamdulillah.




And yes as u can guess, my dear friend here zubaidah is a highly skilled cook. yay~ ^-^
She cooks ayam lemak, ikan bakar, nasi goreng dan bnyk2 lagi. Kita pon tompang mkn saje huhuh.



Today, I tried to cook sambal tumis. I called my mom, erm well.. u see, moms.. they will just go.. tarok ___ agak2, ____ agak2 dan ____ agak2. ini itu ini itu. Hrmmm.
My agak2 didnt turn out so well that my sambal tumis became sambal air. LOL.
Somehow, i managed to fix it, I didnt have more lada to thicken it so I boil it supeeeeeeeeeeeeeer longer and add more sauces. Alhamudlillah it tasted pretty good! yay~

Sigh, even the nuggets were black. Ive a loooooooooooong way to go.





So you see, now that we have our own kitchen, insyaAllah I'll make full use of it to improve my cooking skills =)
.... with hopes, one day I can tell mak "Mak, nari mak relax je, Ana masak everything. Lunch, dinner, u name it momma"
Wah!! haha I think she will sujud syukur LOL.


But u see, as Raja Ema sang, "asyik berangan, tak jadi nyata"
hahhaa!
tak salah kn berangan2? =)





Dear Allah, You have blessed me dengan kesenangan di dunia. Alhamdulillah. Semoga kesenangan ini berterusan di dunia dan akhirat. InsyaAllah.
Semoga diberi kemampuan untuk membalas jasa $$$$$$ abah yang memberi kesenangan ini. Ameen.

Make the clock reverse. Bring back what once was mine.



Im in love with the story. I cant stop humming the song.
Its like I had this ultimate happiness after watching it. The movie moved me. The same feeling I had when I watched "Enchanted" and "Letter to Juliet". Its just a happy HAPPY feeling!!~ =D

I couldnt believe I cried happy tears in the end. As emotional as ever. Even a cartoon could make me cry. kental i know LOL!





I feel like watching it again. Again and again coz it keeps me happy. At times like this, i just need things like this to keep me smile and going. yes, smile and going.