aw man, a lot of things have been goin on.

firstly, yesterday's plan was all ruined. I was suppose to join the gerls walk around n help tch sumi. just however, i was struck with terrible flu. cant even get myself off bed that morning. darn! so i told them i wont be comin or perhaps join them later if somehow i might got better in the afternoon. well, seemed like i was not fated to meet them. the flu worsened n i had a fever.

the symptoms of it actually started on Thurday. i had this minor cold. n i kept sneezing. oh yah, on thurs, the day i caboted from school. i went to school but didnt have the urge to do work at all. coz Shirley was absent, and the rest of my teammates were all hardcore gamers. sssheeeeeesh, bleah. might as well i went off n had some fun. 2 of my friends actually saw me went out of sch.hahah, how funny. n one of them instantly called me, "mai..... kau tk p skola kn kn. haha aku nmpk kau klua..hahah siak je kau" that was wat she said to me. "ape.. aku nk p jmpe kwn ar" cant helped myself but laughed.

i planned to go back to sch arnd magrib just for silat. but somehow i was early. reached there arnd 5 n i was told tat a meeting was gonna be held. hahaha, wat a coincidence dat i reached there early. i didnt even cek my mail bout the meeting. Anyway., the cold i had had gotten bad during the meeting. i just felt eeergh.. uneasy. i can hear my heart wheezed. yah, wheezing is wat i usually have when i have flu. so while the rest talked n discussed, i just laid my head on the table n slept. i could hear they talked, but i dono wat were they talking abt. all i noe was abt tshert, zzzzzz.
n ofcoz, at the same time.. a gd fren of mine smsed me.. Gawd i needed her at dat time. i just felt the urge to tell her everything. so i did. its all about wat happened to me.

wat happened to me really spoilt the mood of mine. even till now. where the heck is he. did i do something wrong that make him distanced away frm me? hef no idea why. just one after another, people avoided me. Only God knows why. Maybe Im someone bad afterall. *shrugs*

ok so back to the story. ahhh.. when the meeting ended, i went back home.. sheeesh wat a waste of time i went to school. hhhaaha. might as well went home in the afternoon n skipped the meeting. so back at home i headed straight to my bed and slept. all the way till the next day. i woke up several times just to do my prayers n den resumed my slumber. must be the drugs i took. even after i told my friends i cant join them, i continued sleeping all the way till 2 pm i think. wow thats long.

so now, the fever is gone but the flu is still here. but i dont really take care of my health. i ate ice cream n kropok ikan. yummmieeee. my throat itched but i dont care. hahaha.. the taste is just soooo irresistable. weight control? alaaa nvm laa IVP is in 4 months' time. i dono why but the crave of ice kacang is up again! hahah everytime when my mood is low i will crave for it. maybe that is why i signed up for SAS FOP food & beverages committee. khakhakhaa!

i better heal myself before tmr, or else i cant even stand close to misha. darn! i miss her so much.. shes not here for already 1 week! the house is so dull without her.



ok so im off for now~ got to do house work before mak said im useless rotting around.da~~