Fattening?

I don't really care at this point of time. Sitting alll alone and feel the chocalety taste simply drained me out from my hectic mind.

I don't know whats wrong with today...

Yesterday's selection ended very late and I reached home around midnight. My eyes just can't pop open this morning and so I was late for class. Body and legs were aching and I didnt bother to rush for the bus. I was too lazy to put my contacts so I was with my glasses today. Its not easy being someone potek ok!

And today was lab lession for materials processing. I had my ice milk tea again and it brightened me up! I felt all fresh and fine in lab and class. School is getting more challenging this time round. I had only one 'A' after almost 3 weeks in school. hows that? isit me or isit the fac or isit the class? Mind you... my class is full with smart alecs. I think the only way to survive is score well for UTs.

And oh! my PP submission has been replied! I'll be presenting my poster on the 6th or 8th of June. Hmmm Ive 1 month to prepare my posters..

I was tired again in the afternoon. There's MCG meeting after sch and there's fyp lab work for me too. So my mind was all blank when I came for lab. I didnt really know what we should do. Its been a long time since I organize my dates, plannings and schedule.

My teammates were all hyped up coz its WenHui's bdae. They talked all the way and as usual, with the spice of gossips. They planned for a dinner at Sakura, but sorry peeps, can't join u guys. =D
So we were discussing more about report and coloquim stuff. I realized that I have ALOT of things to do. And I didnt really understand my things that much. I need more readings. Seriously! I was lost most of the time during discussion.

I excused myself and went for the meeting and to take the ivp form as well. And it scares me each time we talked about ivp.

Woho, I could feel the stress level rising inside of me. So when we were done with our lab, they went out to celebrate and I decided to sit in the library to search my resources and to plan my schedules.

And when I was organizing my FYPs...ooopsy!! guess what!! I realise something bad.. Bad.. BAD!! we did the wrong thing in lab today! we were suppose to measure polymer 1 for Day60, but we took polymer 2 instead. And each time we're done with measuring, the samples were all discarded. And we're thought we're done with both polymers so both were thrown away. Hmm.. so there's no way to rewind. ergh!! now measurements are ruined! now we must think of something innovative to cover for that lost...i suppose..

Mind was filled up so I decided to go home. oh, I lost my ez-link again!! Lucky that I realized it when I was halfway walking out from school, and not in bus! i was being all panic-ed ok!

I was tracing back and searching for it, and Thank God it was still there! on the chair! it must have slipped out of my pocket. phew~ alhamdulillah..

ouuuhh so little time.. so many things to do!

oh yes, not forgetting my promise to mommy! I have to clean the house and prepare a room nicely for my nyayi. She's staying over with us.. don't know when. My mom will not invite her only untill i have prepared the room for her. I think I'll start that tmr morning..

Overall tasks (ranked according to which needs to be done first):

So... to mary and hulk, Im so sorry. Yea yea.. i pangseh.. haha.. I asked u both to come and at last i backed out from this nite cycling thingy. So sorry yea.. but my time is all packed up.. and im all tired and worn out inside out. And with the addition that my mom is not happy that I spend too much time outside. hmm..

[emotionally unwell]
[physically insignificantly 20% unwell]
[mentally stable]