Tomorrow marks the end of our Red-coloured ez-link cards. Sad ryte. Say bye2 to student cards. When I was in school before, too much studying could really be a bore to me. And how much I wished I could quickly get out of school.

And now, on second thought. Nothing could be better than being in sch. As for now of course. When I thought getting a working experience would be good, it isn't as good as I thought. It feels really weird to blend in with working adults. And I mean ADULT adults. Sigh.

Its just not the same. If ure the kind that always go hoo-haa with friends ur age in sch, all-day round talking crap, n u just cant be like that in an office. Really. Talking crap with adults doesn't sound right or even feel right. So there u go, sitting straight and quiet and pleasant all day-long. Sometimes I don't even know what I should talk abt when having a break with them. Its like suddenly Ive became a quiet timid girl.

Ok, maybe its just me. Maybe I'm still new. New to what I'm not used too. Yes, I never work before. True, I'm a mommy's girl. And whenever I was tasked to do something, there's this chill down the spine. There's this scary feeling. Scared that I might do it wrongly and they wont like me anymore. hee.

Oh dear, I really hope tomorrow and the following days will be better. Really wish I can fit in well. Perhaps time will cure.