30th May = TSC 09 Weighing-In and balloting .

I swear I was affected for a short moment after sneakingly went to the weighing machine and checked mine.

Sigh.
I stared blankly at my screen thinking how to lose 'em the fact that I cant do strenous exercise now and my OP is drawing near.
Its really a serious issue here i tell u. Its the worst gain ever.
Im gonna get myself crutched soon and im expecting more 'weights' UP. How can I not get affected?

Zack, on my left with his cracks n laughter somehow got me back resuming my Admin work.

Admin dept.. we're getting really REALLY busy as of late. Im sure I got my eyes juling after checking the names over and over again on spreadsheet and on hardcopy paper. I think Doing cross-checking got my eyes crossed! haha

10 schools with hundreds of names.

And Im all prepared to write these hundreds of names, but multiply by 6 for 5 jurors and 1 KP, down on the scoresheet, together with the rest of admin team. And this is only the FIRST round of matches.

Wow.

I feel what the admin team last yr felt. Moon, huda, nashitah, liyana, farah n I cant remember who else, sitting at the corner and kept writing/printing.
But I enjoyed being in the welfare team previously. =D

N Gosh, its already a year?

The feeling of TSC or what we used to call, IVP, is really different now. Prolly because im not participating and my teammates are? *shruggs*
Its the kind of feeling that, u know when ure friends are down there fighting in the ring, n aww u wish u can be next down there, but ure not, but last time when ure down there u wish ure not down there n hope everything ends quick. get it? haha.

And probabaly because I dont have that keep-in-shape-period before IVP for now.
I remember running aroung this Lengkong Tiga Estate,round after round, at a constant pace. Wow. I admired my fitness level back then. I WISH, really WISH that 1 day I can have that again. With a new ligament? I feel doubtful somewhow.


Sigh,
Here I go again, reminiscing IVPs, all the way back from 2005.

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2005 at NP, I was so blur, knowing nothing about silat. I was REALLY fresh back then. I watched the game without understanding. LOL!!~
I didnt even know that silat has tanding n seni. I thought silat was just.. u noe.. Silat. haha!


2006 at NYP, ahh...~ this was my very first competition. I did both tanding n seni.
I felt my first winning for seni. oh boy, all unexpected. =D
For that, I was so grateful. we had more than one teachers who trained us regu. RPsilat instructors Cik Mail and Cik Salmah, our captain firdaus, we had external people like kak dian from tapak suci and firhan from grasio who helped us. And ofcourse, not forgetting our virtual teacher, video!! haha!
can u imagine we learnt the steps on our own by following videos? We had to keep pausing and rewinding. Thank you thank you and thank you.

There's this huge feeling of satisfaction when we had to perform with the regu male champ from SP for the closing ceremony. ahh~~ with that M.Nasir song semerah padi.
Gosh, everything is still so clear in my head.

N psssssssssst, can i say this again..
it was IVP 2006 when i met bilal. Those malu2 moments.
awww awwwwwwww and awwwwwwwww. =D



ok 2007 at NUS, aahhh this was special. Coz bilal competed too. N i remembered we ran together around this lengkong tiga to keep our stamina up. Those tiger balm n tapes we bought. N yah, I did receive remarks abt bilal in class A n im not. trying to say Im pratically bigger and heavier than him? mcm nak tarok tu tape pt mulot die je.
haha. Nvm, Im proud to make him well-fed now. =D

And this time round, I felt my second winning. Seni again, Im never good at tanding.
And for the 2nd time, performed for the closing ceremony again. I wonder why us alone and not with the male champs. We added some moves b4 we started the normal regu. The feeling was super great I tell u. The background music was just perfect! A moment of spotlight I wont ever forget. =D =D


2008 at RP, ohooo~ i was a busy woman indeed. I was part of the hosting team, at the same time a participant, and at the same time, WORKING full-time coz ive graduated and still waiting for NTU enlistment!

I felt my third winning, though just a bronze, made me happy and satisfied enough coz back in my mind i knew how hectic my schedule was. And I was proud of myself coz I knew I had already tore my ligament partially.


2009 at NTU, ahcheeey im part of the admin team as mentioned. lets see how it'll go this weekend!! =D


Oh pls take note that above was on a non-boasting tone. Really2, I just felt that I need to express the sweet acheivements ive been through. Atleast I know my teen years were meaningful and wonderful because of my involvement in Silat. Be it only at school level, coz I dont wish to go deeper. =D


Its 2.30 am now so I better stop.