I guess I had the worst therapy session last saturday. I really dont get it. How can a therapist treats a patient, just like a teacher treats a primary sch kid?

Like serious lor. She was VERY not happy with me and gave me that LONG long irritated face, when she's supposed to show me those new leg exercises.

Firstly because I was late. Well ok that part, I admit I shouldnt have been late for appointment, but that morning I was struggling with my stomach cramp. ergh!
n knowing that i'd be all alone over there coz bilal was not feeling well, had already made my morning dull.

And when I came in, she gave me that suprise look and tone of "ure late". I tried to make situation light n casual by reply, oh ala abit onlyyyyyyyy. Anyway, Im still at the stage of one-to-one with the therapist, and not in the exercise class yet. But heck! she sharply told me whats the use of appointments then, if I can come whenever I want.

When she asked me if I had been training myself at outside gym, i said no. that made her more pissed than ever.

With that, I TOTALLY had no mood at all for the therapy session. In fact, I felt so sad. Everything wasnt right that morning. I swear I had the feeling of just leaving the rehab centre without a word at that instant. It feels just like, u know, when u come to someone's home, but the host doesnt like u there. u know u know.

And all the way, the person who helped me throughout those leg exercise machines was the Assistant Therapist. Not her.

there's once, when my left leg wasnt strong enough to push 70 lbs weight, I asked the assistant if I could reduce it back to 60. I heard the therapist told her, "oh let her do whatever she can ah, dont want to go gym some more right".

I wished I could pick that weight up and throw at her. By then, I was in DEEP sadness. Firstly, becoz of the shitty morning situation. 2ndly, I know my leg has not been improving at all. I know I havent been doing those self therapy, be it at home or gym. I just couldnt find the time, some more then its bulan puase. I would be very2 tired for exercises at night.

So u see, its like, da datang appointment physio ni pon kira da bgs?
But i know its not enough. super sad la! if she can pull a long face. I guess mine was LONGER?

By the end of the session, well, thats when she scolded me like a teacher. She told me thats she's really disappointed with me. She told me that she had seen guys who train hard over at outside gyms, still FAIL the post-three-month strength test. She said futhermore, guys have this hormone for quick recovery that we females dont. And guess what, she told me, 26th sep is already my post-three-month, and THAT shall be my strength test day.

ooops, thats next week rite? I think I heard a loud THUDD in my heart.

I really didnt count my days. Everything went so fast. She had to bring down the tissue coz I was already crying. Inside, I was thinking OMG! how to buck up when its the raya week!!! I have tonnes of preparation do to! The house needs me. The family needs me. Allah, help!

Sigh.

And the sadness didnt end there.
It was a saturday. And I was supposed to complete raya shop-list. heh.
I need a bag, a pair of shoe and a brown tudong.

Let me tell u that shopping ALONE sucks big time! Its more stressing than enjoying. Esp when ure already not happy.

I spent 3 hours in Bugis coz I couldnt decide on which shoe to pick. Ive made the sales aunty fed-up coz I kept asking for my size to try, but I ended up not taking it. Try here try there. Try this try that. Hard to decide coz there's no one to help me see which one suits me better.

I took a break, went to Body Shop, hoping that aft that, I could already decide. And u know what, I guesss a stressed-looking girl all ALONE is an easy target for the salesperson. Coz he kept following me!!! Every item I touched, he would bla bla bla giving me the info of that product. Every section I went, he would told me abt their discounts la promotions la.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeergh!! IRRITATING nye!!!! every item I took, he offered to hold it for me. SEBOK MCM NK APE.

initially he said buy for $50 then get free bag la ape, da $50, he said buy till $60 dpt vouvher la ape.. errrrrrgh!! Im there to relieve my mind, get it?

Luckily Im satisfied with the products. kalau tak...........

For tudong.. i bought 2!! coz I really cant decide anymore which to pick. So I took both instead. =D

For bag, I had to ask the pakcik kedai which one is nicer. hehe!

Terrible day I had kan kan kan.

people, never shop alone!!!

3 more hours and its weekends!! Im all geared up for the preparations later n tmr~~
- gosok langsir
- Pasang langsir
- gosok baju (for 5ppl x 3 sets, baju solat, baju jalan, baju 2nd day)
- kemas ruma (the toughest one! Coz I hate dust)
- then la la la~~ i want some pampering moments wheeeee~




Oh well, Im happy doing all those despite the exhaustion.
Take care!