I must seriously stop complaining abt FYP. No point complaining when I cant change it. More complaints will make it even more dreadful than ever! I know I must start seeing it at a diffrent angle. It is afterall a requirement to graduate. By hook or by crook, sooner or later, Ive to go through it. Welcome to the 'real' NTU life Mai. Big Welcome.

Im sure i'll benefit somthing out of just being the solution provider for others as of now. I'll see the good side of it one day soon. It has ALWAYS been like that. I remembered hating IA so much. I remembered crying to my mom coz I had to do tough mechanical job. But towards the end, hey Hitachi wasnt bad at all. =)
Fact is, it REALLY wasnt bad when I compared it with what my friends went through in other companies. So u see, the good side of something diffifult will slowly but surely surface up. All we need is.. patience.

"Kerana sesungguhnya bersama setiap kesusahan itu ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya bersama setiap kesusahan itu ada kemudahan"
-94: 5 and 6


I hope by starting early, I can be more relaxed when the semester starts. So much for sacrificing my holidays! It'll better be good!

Dearest Azimah,
Ur advice abt the nikmah of 'ilm never fail to keep me going. =)
Remember Allah and correct ur niat. Everything will be fine again.

"orang-orang yang beriman dan tenang tenteram hati mereka dengan zikrullah. Ketahuilah dengan "zikrullah" itu, tenang tenteramlah hati manusia"
-13:28

Zikr in Arabic literally means 'mengingati'.
Amal Ma'aruf nahi munkar. InsyaAllah. =)

And dearest Jollibean, tanx for selling nice soyabean. Ur soyabean perks me up again for lab sessions aft dozing off in the long train ride. I MUST seriously make my journey enjoyable. Lab sessions everyday during vacation is no joke people. =.=

I gotta be strong. Keep motivating me. Thanks!