That post-ivp feeling. It got me again. Mixed feelings. Happy, satisfied, exhaustion, sad, every emotions that u cn think of. like.. oh its over??

And its always the together-ness, the spirit, the semengatz and the heat that i love. =D



IVP's over. Now im thinking of wat to look fwd to up nxt?
just fyps? boooooooooooooooooooriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
I must start plann out my activities. Lets make life more exciting yo! =D

Perhaps... lets start with the family.
Mom has been pretty upset that ive been busy. Out almost everyday. She told me she couldnt feel my presence even when Im at home coz i'd be busy sleeping charging up my drained energy. Im sorry dear mom. I must really thank u for allowing me to do what I want that keeps me a happy girl. =)




I walked home alone n i realized how empty i was. lonely. fullstop.