How much can the brain takes in per day?
Ive done 1 tutorial, 2 lectures and I cannot focus anymore.
This is seriously worrying cause Ive a lot more to cover before school starts.
And its already the midweek today.
Its not good to complain I know. Im just tellin ya Im so worried. =(
This semester is by far, the heaviest for me. Really.

I hope I can continue staying positive and tell myself I CAN DO IT yeaaah!
To start again my FYP yesterday wasnt that bad as I thought it would be. Whatever evil moments happened for FYP has somehow deterred me from going to labs again. But i know, I HAVE to do it anywhere.

So yesterday was the first. I synthesized my own batch. FOR ME. thats the most important point. Im gonna make sure no one else uses it for their project. Im sick of being the provider. They should start standing on their own feet, like.. seriously!
C'mon... if its YOUR project... do it from A-Z pls... and not.. like M-Z? heh.
Keep depending on someone else for the A-L?

Im sorry but I have to withdraw. I dont have all the time in the world. I can see now that you're using someone else. Good luck to that new girl.

ok so back to the story.

I tried my best to set myself at the best of mood yesterday. I need that uplifted emotions just so I wont feel so dreadful about going to lab. My prof once told me that emotions are contagious. And really, it is. =)

I said good mornings to everyone I know. Smile to random people. Its really nice to see when these random people smiled back at you. =)
Set groovy music into my mp3. I had that feeling like dancing around in train. If its Disney land, I would make everyone stand and dance along =)
That should make my morning fine and happy~

And the best thing that happened, the makcik cleaner said "waaaah ceria nyee nari". And she smiled too. The feeling is just... GREAT!
Even when the mango juice auntie said "waaaa so long nvr see u aaaah". Another remark that made my day happier =)

I hope I can get this positivity goin.
Ameen! =)


Thats all for today.


Dear Mom,
I really gonna miss u. Im moving out soon.

-ur beloved daughter