Exams are painful.
Mentally tired is way waaaaaaaaay more horrible than physically tired.

Its even more painful when u realize u spend most of the times daydreaming and thinking about everything else but studies.

The horror when u realize time is running up and u still have tonnes to catch up.
ure so tired that u wish u can sleep like theres no tomorrow. reality check, tomorrow still comes and u dont all the time in the world to sleep. gotta keep studying!

Its the period of the semester that u wish happy moments will come but it doesnt seem to be that way every time.

Sigh. God, it feels good talking to you cause only You can understand me well.
Only You can keep me strong.

Alhamdulillah for my "home" in jurong, school has been alot easier. I feel blessed.
Even if Ive to come back to lab at 9pm, not much of a big deal =)


The living room. And that, that's my study table =)



The best part of staying in a house.. TEEEVEEE! fridge!!



and of course, unlike staying in hall, food is not a problem at all.







Mere bedroom. I share it with my junior Rahmah. Thats her table.
Its my first time sleeping on a double deck bed. It took me quite some time to adjust, heh. =D







Other than the plus point of being close to school, staying away from home and family has taught me much of being independent. It was pretty fun to do groceries shopping on our own, planning what we wanna cook and eat. This way, I can save aloooot! alhamdulillah.




And yes as u can guess, my dear friend here zubaidah is a highly skilled cook. yay~ ^-^
She cooks ayam lemak, ikan bakar, nasi goreng dan bnyk2 lagi. Kita pon tompang mkn saje huhuh.



Today, I tried to cook sambal tumis. I called my mom, erm well.. u see, moms.. they will just go.. tarok ___ agak2, ____ agak2 dan ____ agak2. ini itu ini itu. Hrmmm.
My agak2 didnt turn out so well that my sambal tumis became sambal air. LOL.
Somehow, i managed to fix it, I didnt have more lada to thicken it so I boil it supeeeeeeeeeeeeeer longer and add more sauces. Alhamudlillah it tasted pretty good! yay~

Sigh, even the nuggets were black. Ive a loooooooooooong way to go.





So you see, now that we have our own kitchen, insyaAllah I'll make full use of it to improve my cooking skills =)
.... with hopes, one day I can tell mak "Mak, nari mak relax je, Ana masak everything. Lunch, dinner, u name it momma"
Wah!! haha I think she will sujud syukur LOL.


But u see, as Raja Ema sang, "asyik berangan, tak jadi nyata"
hahhaa!
tak salah kn berangan2? =)





Dear Allah, You have blessed me dengan kesenangan di dunia. Alhamdulillah. Semoga kesenangan ini berterusan di dunia dan akhirat. InsyaAllah.
Semoga diberi kemampuan untuk membalas jasa $$$$$$ abah yang memberi kesenangan ini. Ameen.