Ok finally she opened up the bottle of olive oil i bought. Mcm big 'phew' gitu rasernye. It has been there, unused for months.

I was refering to me mommy. I bought that olive oil out of 'emotional flux'. Now that im perfectly sane, i feel tat it was kinda bad to do so.

The other day i was craving for some kerepok ikan. So i was being the manja lil sister mintak kakak goreng kn kerepok hehee. N so my kakak pon selamba gi dapur tuang minyak ke kuali dan goreng. Die pon mistake jgk lah tak baca kn botol minyak tu tulis olive oil. Like who in the world wud goreng keropok with minyak zaitun la kan.

Goreng nye goreng lama2 i also kepo2 at dapur sambung goreng kn. Last2 tup2 mak dtg 'kapow' kene marah. But ya lah siapa tk marah kn tu minyak mahal pakai for special dishes only mah. 1 kg botol kecik aje da belasan dollar. N hers is the big bottle. Petpot2 smp msok toilet pn maseh celoteh sorg2.

N me being me *sobs sobs* kecik la hati sngt. Ye lah, its like im the punca everything kn mintak kerepok. Kne marah2 siape suka kn? :(

So esok2 hari, kompol2 nye kompol $$$ plus syilingsss haha, i go buy another one. I dunno y i did tat? Sedih sngt kot?

Dah beli tunjok mak taruk dapur, mak pun ckp 'hai merajuk smp beli baru?' 
Like mcm oooopsy gitu kan mak ni sume bnde tahu.

N guess wat lar, it didnt make me feel any better, worse lg ade. Mcm.. It feels bad to tell the person the person has made u feel bad gitu? Not my intention though. But at that point of time i felt that its better i just telan n didnt buy a new bottle :(

Susah la nk explain. Nk mengadu pat org, org akn ckp..'Ehh bnde kecik je ni pon besa2'.. 'laa psl minyak je'.. Or anywhr along that line la. But it was just wat i felt. Mcm feel pt heart tau gitu!

Kita salu tgok org2 tua ni asek2 merajok kn.. Lately ni pon sikit2 heart ni asek nk kecik ati.. Am i like evolving or menua.. Or is it natural org pmpan ni maken besa makin sensetip? Hahahaha i dont wanna b dat way but mcm *yikes*kn! 

Ok dah tu jer nk cerita :D